Updating

The latest weeks have been very busy I´d say too tiring. Many replacement at work, but I´m not complaining - in fact I think it´s great - I finally could get my mind busy and focus in somethin´ else. I can actually have concrete plans 4 my life ´n da most important is that I can put ´em in practice.

da dancefloor ´o FUN party - best party ever

Today I was kinda beat cuz I was expecting the "R" letter to call or message me but it didn´t happened - The "R" letter is da 1 I met at FUN party, which was great, the party ´n knowing "R". It bothered me not cuz I´m involved or stuff like dat, it´s just dat I finally decided 2 take relationships in a serious way ´n just as usual I happen 2 b interested 4 someone who´s not interested in me, or at least not interested enough 2 hav somethin´deeper or longer.

Anyway, I managed 2 hav my classes in the south unit ´n then I went 2 da north one, there I talked 2 da cool dudes I work with - they remind me a lot da dudes from my ´ol job - but my students didn´t go to da class so I just spent da time there, checked my orkut 2 c if there was a message from "R" letter but there wazn´t which made me decide not 2 call, scrap or message again.

When I got home da monkey was watchin´tv - charmed season 4 - I had a snack ´n headed 2 da net check da MSN ´n my scraps but again there waz nothin´. So against what I´ve decided before I left "R" a testemonial ´n as I waz submitting it "R" signed in on MSN ´n invited me 4 a chat, I waz kinda cold at first but then I chilled, so what if it doezn´t turn into a relationship? A friendship will be great 2, won´t it? Yeah! I decided it will, so we kept on a light conversation about trivial stuff such as music... but I couldn´t control my anxiety ´n I had 2 open da big mouth ´o mine ´n told "R" how I was feeling but it didn´t turn out 2 b a big screw at all.

We settled 2 meet 2day ´n talk, but U know fellas I´m quite cool now, I guess I was just fellin´like let my feelings go and once they did I´m calmer. I guess I´m already on da control ´o my emotions again.

I know what I want now, and I do want it. It´s just a matter ´o time ´til I get it. Da universe is about to deliver it ... I do believe it, in fact I KNOW IT!!!!!!!!